Just me and my life

It's our 3rd..

This is a very late post but nontheless here it goes..John and I recently celebrated our 3rd wedding anniversay last March 13th.  Three years, three wonderful years.. really puts a smile on my face when I  reminisce on everything that we had gone through.  It seems amazing that two people of different culture can get along well like we do, that we have adjusted to each others quirks and moods, and has accepted each others shortcomings, and here we are three years after saying our "i do's"  looking forward to more and more wonderful years to come.

The week past

A busy week it was. 

Aside from taking care of John and Jb, the usual drive to school and back and preparing dinners during the week,  I went out couple of times with mom.  Had lunch with her and her sister Linda and shopped for raider (her australian shepherd), and for poppy and marvin (my yorkies), she also bought stuff for me. 

I had been collecting just about anything with roosters on it and this week, we found a curtain for the kitchen windows and it was really cute (has a rooster on it LOL).

This weekend, John and I spent saturday with friends.  We went to Chinatown here in Houston.  It was fun browsing at the shops.  We were like kids trying on just about anything. Then that evening we went to auction.  We often do this every saturday evenings.  there are just alot of antique furnitures and fixtures there and the people are so nice.  We got a clock table and an old globe print.  I was bidding on some old crystal bowls but no luck..maybe i'll be lucky next time, like the first time I got my big crystal bowl and lenox china.  A couple of weeks back, we got a welsh china hutch and it was in excellent condition..have a place now for my crystals and china.

Sunday, we started of with a lazy morning, taking JB to gymnastics.  But later that day, Linda picked us up to go to the mall for JB's haircut.  And of course, with JB let loose on the mall, would mean shopping.  oh well, she's been doing good at school and its just our way to reward her.

All in all it was a fun, busy week.  Alot of bonding time with people close to my heart.

To those who said they don't care...

There are people who just can't stay away.  They totally deny that they don't care what I write here, yet they disect it and questions it and post about it.  They seem so gleeful and happy when they can report back to their thuggy friends.  They just love me so much they can't stop talking and thinking about me.  I must occupy their thoughts so much.  They can't even help but look at my photos,  they grab my pictures, save it in their photo album even though they think it was some scary picture of me.  Yet they just keep coming back to see me.  "Scary"?  They must be imagining their own SCARY future!  One of being stranded, being without, being trapped in a world that probably is "scary" to them.

They are so interested about me and my family that they even noticed that I dont work.  Guess what, my husband doesn't need to retire to be able to AFFORD the lifestyle we have.  I don't NEED to work like some women my age because WE CAN AFFORD IT.  The issue seems to affect so many.  One affected sits in a plywood house all day while HIS WIFE works.  If he is so well off, why is that?   I guess other guys are threatened because they can't support the family on their own.  They MUST make their wife work because their WIFES extra income keeps them from being homeless and hungry.  Maybe that is why they married their wife.  Why are they so concerned about little ole me?  So to make up for their shortcomings and guilt, they feel more powerful by bashing lowly homemakers on the head.  HAH! We don't have to wait for dole outs from our parents, government handouts, we have our OWN house and not living under somebody else's roof and make believe it is my own.  I have a lincoln navigator and not some shitty electric golf cart because I can't afford the gas.  Oh I don't need to brag, but in this instance I am letting you all know because I know you DONT CARE..so you said.  Now you have even more to read not care about.  Grab a few more of my lovely pictures while you are at it.  Next time you are finished doing MIL's chore list, you can once again take out your envy and jealousy on me and other women like me.

Oh, they even make notes on who my friends are here.  Its funny how they twist things and tell people how nasty I am when I have assorted friends in my friendster.  Well, they are the self righteous people who  judge others and even makes fun of my friend's motorcycle, yet they can't afford it.  In fact they make fun of everything that people do because, obviously, they can't afford to do it themselves.  Their making fun of others just shows their jealousy, their envy, and just how unhappy and unfulfilled their lives are.  Yes, I have assorted friends here because unlike them, I am not judgemental or a bigot.  I don't pretense to be religious or some church elder and them spew racial hatred and make fun of people from other places.

They also wanted to know about my daughter's biological father.. but, they dont care they say..  Oh, he was wishing I'd write along the lines of..he died in Saudi Arabia or a son of Erap Estrada.. funny man, I guess your brain is rotting just like your body. As for my daughter's sperm donor, he did not die, in fact he is into his third wife. He ran out on me, but so what?! We were young when it happened and we didn't work out.  Life is never pefect and I never claimed mine was.  I was able to raise my daughter on my own,  earning my own college education and earning my own money.  I did not depend on dole outs from sympithetic friends, or my mommy and daddy.  I raised her well, she is happy and well rounded, in honors classes in her high school and has made lots of friends. 

You call my daughter a baggage?  look around at the people you associate with, 90% of them married somebody like me.  And my husband doesn't think of her that way.. only people with a pea brain would think that.  Yet making fun of heritage, baldness, barongs, and lifestyles seems to be all that keeps some people happy.  The funny thing is, is that every time they mention one of these things and makes fun of people, they insult one of their own.  Yet nobody has the courage to make a peep.  A very predictable character trait from what has become a very predictable pack of slime.

So, what else do you need to know?

For people who doesn't care..you sure wanted to know alot.

And I know you all will be back again and again here.  Just like always.

Well, bye for now, off to shopping with some friends and have my truck washed.

Here's to 2008

As the old year changes into the New Year, I want to wish you all a year filled with good health, prosperity, love that surrounds you, happiness, peace and light.

As 2008 began, I had decided to make this year one of positive change, put ideas into motion, accomplish goals, continue with self improvement and grow as a person.

The past year had it's ups and downs. Days filled with good/bad and happy/sad times, successful experiences, mistakes made and many lessons learned.

I have welcomed some wonderful people into my life and that has been an enriching experience. I have a special someone in my life who has brought more to me than he realizes. I have a daughter who is growing up too fast but still remains as my baby, brightens my life more than she knows it. I have experienced pleasure In gaining new friends while holding on to the old, and at the same time letting go of others who had failed my trust.  It was quite an enriching experience.

There are alot of things to be thanksful for and it is quite humbling to see others go through worse. I am just so grateful that my life is the way it is.. simple.

Overall, I have to say, 2007 was a good year as far as my personal endeavours and am thankful with what I have accomplished so far. My circle of friends, acquaintances  slightly changed. This was a necessary change for me to be successful within myself,  and in life in general. Sometimes change is a positive.

I look forward to 2008 with optimism and just as I started 2007, I will continue on my quest to grow, learn, accomplish and improve.

Getting Ready for Christmas

Yeah I know Thanskgiving has not passed yet and here I am going to talk about Christmas. I do know too that in the US people only start to dress their houses for christmas right after thanksgiving.. but what the heck, I am just excited. And Oh, thanksgiving is just 6 days away anyaway. In the Philippines, most are getting ready once the "ber" months starts. You can even hear christmas carols plaing on the radio once september sets in.

We picked blue and silver/white as our main colors, of course there would be some splash of red too. Last year it was red and gold. I know its not new, So silver and blue for our home this year. John and I have already bought ornaments and I had made ribbon bouquets for wherever it may suit. That makes me busy in my spare time which is alot.

The other day, I noticed at the store that I am not the only one who is thinking of blue/silver motif. There were several people there buying blue colored poinsettia's, ribbons, garlands etc. Is it a trend? A friend of mine told me the other day that if I want to be different I should revert back to red and green chrismassy colors, oh well.. I still do have those as I previously mentioned.

Why blue and silver? well blue is both our fave color as seen on our wedding motif. It is just soothing to the eyes and not too flashy. It doesnt mean that this christmas is gonna be blue, too outrageous a thought for this happy household.

Yes I know I am rambling. I guess I am just excited to see how this will shape up.

My 38th Birthday

Yup, I turned 38, gosh I'm old.  But as the filipino saying goes " kalabaw lang ang tumatanda" (only carabaos grow old.)  Of course its just a number and I dont really feel like I am getting old except when I see my daughter. 

Its was a happy day, inspite of spending the most part of it alone, as JB and John were not with me.  But I have people calling and wishing me well on my special day. 

I got my birthday present early from Amy and Alpha.  I got John's early in the morning ( he said he has to give it to me or it won't be a surprise anymore as I check the bank everyday) - he gave me pearls.  Jb gave me a card while were on our way to her school and that evening she gave me a vase where she personally designed it with a text saying " world's greatest mom".  Marife and Ging gave me additional roosters for my collection and cards from friends.  I wouldnt ask for more.

That evening, John took me and JB to Benihana, a japanese steak house where they cook everything in front of you coupled with some antics.  Their serving crew even surprised me with a birthday song while I sport their chef hat.  But wait, that's not the only surprise.  Behind the scene there were two friends who are sneaking in our house..rummaging through the kitchen cabinets..they told me after that they look like burglars. Of course John knows about it and was sneaky too with the phone calls.  I didnt even know that he was on the phone with them.

Why are they sneaking?  They dressed the bedroom in a romantic setting, flowers, candles,wine and even chocolates on a fondue and matching music.  The bed has rose petals forming an "I LOVE YOU, LEAH."  The funny part is that in their rush they forgot to hide my sunflower from the kitchen where they took from a vase they used in their set up.  And before I went to the bedroom,  that was the first thing I noticed and was freaking out.

All went great after I saw my surprise.

Its not the gifts that I got but the thoughts that my husband and daughter and friends have for me, and Its an awesome feeling.

A good advice for all: Getting over jealousy

All of us compete, at times for success and attention and affection.  It seems to be a part of our DNA to judge ourselves not only on whether we're well loved but whether we're outshined or outdone by those that surrounds us.  When we feel as if we haven't been "chosen," its very painful-and entirely forgivable- to suffer deep pangs of jealousy.  When friends and family members appears to be doing much better than we are, it's completely normal to get a sharp twinge of envy.  The trouble is that envy and jealousy don't feel normal or forgivable.

That's because wanting what someone else has, competes with our "better" impulses, like altruism, generosity and love.  It feels like something to hide.

Sure plenty of people talk about being jealous. "i'm so jealous you got that car, I love that car," or " wow, i'm jealous you can wear that tight and sexy dress."  But I think off-the cuff comments like those actually celebrate the success of the other individual.  Real gut-level jealousy leaves us tongue tied and ashamed.  It isn't something we're likely to share.

Getting over it though means you have to admit it, at least to yourself.  Because denying feelings leads not only to guilt and shame but also to sadness, helplessness, anxiety and low self-esteem.

Quietly coveting the good fortune or success that your friend, sibling or neighbor is enjoying makes you focus even more on the fact that you dont have it.  All kinds of unconscious questions are stirred up, some of them deeply rooted in childhood insecurities.  Whats wrong with me? Am I not pretty enough? Not diligent enough? Not lovable enough?

So how do we overcome or get over it?

Whatever it is you feel you're missing out on, consider whether you'll really want that particular thing in life.  For example, you might envy a friend's wealth but would never actually trade your free time or the pleasure to take in less lucrative work.  Or even though you might wish your own child could gain admission to a prestigious  school that accepted your friend's kid, in your heart, you know that school isn't the one that will end up enhancing your child's self-esteem and potential success.

Remind yoursel that although they are painful, these are normal human emotions.  Having them doesn't mean you are a bad friend orperson.. Not unless you act on that jealousy to destroy another person then its something you have to ponder on before doing.

Be aware that circumstances change for all of us.  The person who has outshine you today may be the one who needs your help or compassion a week, a month, or a year from now.

If you really do want what your friend or another person has, think of one positive step toward attaining it and take it right away.

Jealousy  gnaws at you dont let it tear you down.

Positive Day

I took some of the positive quotes from others and would like to share with everyone coming to my blog.

The most positive men are the most credulous, since they most believe themselves, and advise most with their falsest flatterer and worst enemy--their own self-love.
- Alexander Pope

Positiveness is a most absurd foible. If you are in the right, it lessens your triumph; if in the wrong, it adds shame to your defeat.
- Laurence Sterne

Positiveness is a good quality for preachers and orators, because whoever would obtrude his thoughts and reasons upon a multitude will convince others the more, as he appears convinced himself.
- Jonathan Swift

Every one of his opinions appears to himself to be written with sunbeams.
- Isaac Watts

Be a Do-er Not a Critic

A non-doer is very often a critic-that is, someone who sits back and watches doers, and then waxes philosophically about how the doers are doing. It's easy to be a critic, but being a doer requires effort, risk, and change.

Dr. Wayne Dyer

Life Lessons

The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.
Tom Bodett

Learn, Live, Hope

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.
Albert Einstein

Problems and Dreams

Don't be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams.
Author Unknown

Accept Responsibility, Increase Credibility

The more you are willing to accept responsibility for your actions, the more credibility you will have.
Brian Koslow

Friends

A friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view.
Wilma Askinas

Your Body is Your Autobiography

Over the years your bodies become walking autobiographies, telling friends and strangers alike of the minor and major stresses of your lives.
Marilyn Ferguson

The Highest Ambition

To do something, however small, to make others happier and better, is the highest ambition, the most elevating hope, which can inspire a human being.
John Lubbock

Life is an Adventure

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. To keep our faces toward change and behave like free spirits in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable.

Helen Keller

Focus on Your Attitude

Attitude is the way you mentally look at the world around you. It is how you view your environment and your future. It is the focus you develop toward life itself.

Author Unknown

Miracles Are An Expression of Love

Miracles occur naturally as expressions of love. The real miracle is the love that inspires them. In this sense everything that comes from love is a miracle
Marie Lloyd

The Attiude You Bring to Life

Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens.
Kahlil Gibran

Your Attitude is Your Choice

You always have a choice, even if it is only a choice of your attitude.
Lucy MacDonald

Pleasure in Work

One should guard against preaching to young people success in the customary form as the main aim in life. The most important motive for work in school and in life is pleasure in work, pleasure in its result and the knowledge of the value of the result to the community.
Albert Einstein

Dream As If You Will Live Forever

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.
James Dean

Wisdom and Knowledge

Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living; the other helps you make a life. 
Sandra Carey

Happiness is Controling Your Thoughts

As soon as your recognize that you are able to control your thoughts happiness will come within your reach.
David Baird

Things Unsaid

Remember not only to say the right thing in the right place, but far more difficult still, to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment.
Benjamin Franklin

Dreams, Passion, Change

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.
Harriet Tubman

Happiness is an Attitude

Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same.
Francesca Reigler

Hope everyone including myself will truly focus our mind to be very positive in our life. Our beautiful mind always reflect a garden that fill with the most beautiful flowers and trees. No pollution and simplicity.

A non-doer is very often a critic-that is, someone who sits back and watches doers, and then waxes philosophically about how the doers are doing. It's easy to be a critic, but being a doer requires effort, risk, and change.

Dr. Wayne Dyer

The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.
Tom Bodett

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.
Albert Einstein

Don't be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams.
Author Unknown

The more you are willing to accept responsibility for your actions, the more credibility you will have.
Brian Koslow

A friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view.
Wilma Askinas

Over the years your bodies become walking autobiographies, telling friends and strangers alike of the minor and major stresses of your lives.
Marilyn Ferguson

To do something, however small, to make others happier and better, is the highest ambition, the most elevating hope, which can inspire a human being.
John Lubbock

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. To keep our faces toward change and behave like free spirits in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable.

Helen Keller

Attitude is the way you mentally look at the world around you. It is how you view your environment and your future. It is the focus you develop toward life itself.

Author Unknown

Miracles occur naturally as expressions of love. The real miracle is the love that inspires them. In this sense everything that comes from love is a miracle
Marie Lloyd

Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens.
Kahlil Gibran

You always have a choice, even if it is only a choice of your attitude.
Lucy MacDonald

One should guard against preaching to young people success in the customary form as the main aim in life. The most important motive for work in school and in life is pleasure in work, pleasure in its result and the knowledge of the value of the result to the community.
Albert Einstein

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.
James Dean

Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living; the other helps you make a life. 
Sandra Carey

As soon as your recognize that you are able to control your thoughts happiness will come within your reach.
David Baird

Remember not only to say the right thing in the right place, but far more difficult still, to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment.
Benjamin Franklin

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.
Harriet Tubman

Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same.
Francesca Reigler

Be a Do-er Not a Critic

A non-doer is very often a critic-that is, someone who sits back and watches doers, and then waxes philosophically about how the doers are doing. It's easy to be a critic, but being a doer requires effort, risk, and change.

Dr. Wayne Dyer

Life Lessons

The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.
Tom Bodett

Learn, Live, Hope

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.
Albert Einstein

Problems and Dreams

Don't be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams.
Author Unknown

Accept Responsibility, Increase Credibility

The more you are willing to accept responsibility for your actions, the more credibility you will have.
Brian Koslow

Friends

A friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view.
Wilma Askinas

Your Body is Your Autobiography

Over the years your bodies become walking autobiographies, telling friends and strangers alike of the minor and major stresses of your lives.
Marilyn Ferguson

The Highest Ambition

To do something, however small, to make others happier and better, is the highest ambition, the most elevating hope, which can inspire a human being.
John Lubbock

Life is an Adventure

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. To keep our faces toward change and behave like free spirits in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable.

Helen Keller

Focus on Your Attitude

Attitude is the way you mentally look at the world around you. It is how you view your environment and your future. It is the focus you develop toward life itself.

Author Unknown

Miracles Are An Expression of Love

Miracles occur naturally as expressions of love. The real miracle is the love that inspires them. In this sense everything that comes from love is a miracle
Marie Lloyd

The Attiude You Bring to Life

Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens.
Kahlil Gibran

Your Attitude is Your Choice

You always have a choice, even if it is only a choice of your attitude.
Lucy MacDonald

Pleasure in Work

One should guard against preaching to young people success in the customary form as the main aim in life. The most important motive for work in school and in life is pleasure in work, pleasure in its result and the knowledge of the value of the result to the community.
Albert Einstein

Dream As If You Will Live Forever

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.
James Dean

Wisdom and Knowledge

Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living; the other helps you make a life. 
Sandra Carey

Happiness is Controling Your Thoughts

As soon as your recognize that you are able to control your thoughts happiness will come within your reach.
David Baird

Things Unsaid

Remember not only to say the right thing in the right place, but far more difficult still, to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment.
Benjamin Franklin

Dreams, Passion, Change

Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.
Harriet Tubman

Happiness is an Attitude

Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same.
Francesca Reigler

On our way to Monterey

Later today, John and I are on our way to Monterey, California to meet up with friends for a day of deep-sea fishing and a weekend of fellowship.

I hadnt been to California and this is my first fishing trip.  I am looking forward to be in the ocean again, although I had been warned that its gonna be cold.  So much for my wishful thinking of being able to wear a bikini and bask in the sun.  Of course, I am just dreaming..I dont know if i'm able to dare wear one anyway.  Oh well, I should just focus my wishful thinking on getting a big fish.  The girls and I will have a wonderful time cooking and eating our catch, while the guys will be content with their beer and steak..err pizza LOL. Too bad, JB wont be able to go since she has school, but then there will be other trips in the future.

Oh well, time to pack..this is gonna be an exciting weekend.

Have you seen the Red Flag?

Did you ever entered into a relationship with eyes closed?  Did ou just jump in wholeheartedly because you were thinking you found the guy of your dreams? or Did you put not ony your heart but your mind to it as well?

Imagine yourself meeting this person who is halfway around the world, who  made you feel so special, singled you out from other women, accepted you wholeheartedly... or so you thought.

Every woman dreams of having a loving bond with another person.  To the point where they uproot themselves from their families, jobs, friends, and everything familiar.  Willingly to adjust to a whole new world with the man whom she thinks would care for her.

Lucky for those who ends up with a man who keeps to their promise to love and care, to support emotionally, spiritually, financially. Blessed are those that gets a guy who believes in togetherness and being building a loving life.  I know I am one of the lucky ones.

Now, what if you end up with someone who is selfish & arrogant? What if he loves to hurt you physically or emotionally or both?  Would you still carry on with him and make things work out?  This is what you have wanted in the first place.  to be with someone you love forever.. but what if.. up to when are you gonna carry on?

There are alot of horror stories that should be informative to those who aspire to relocate to a foreign country because that is where there guy is.  Take for example a guy who went to the Philippines, got engaged to a filipina, promised her and her family that he will take good care of her, that he will love her.  Nice beeline right?  Well, she did come to the US, they got married? They were happy.  Happy ending? NO!  6 months into the marriage, he started to physically abuse her, she convinced herself that he didnt meant what he did.  But he did physically abuse her still.. what maked it worse was when he starts to talk to other women, play with himself in front of his wife while he is on the other line with another.  If you were in the filipina's place.. will you try keep that marriage intact.  Better not!

Another is this guy who petitioned his filipina fiancee and her daughter to be with him here in the US.  They got here all right.  But after a few weeks of being here, he sent her back home.  The adjustment is too much it seems.  Or is it?  Now you may ask why she went home.. well would you wanna stay with a guy who doesnt treat you right?  I cant go into details as I wasnt present when they were still living together..what interests me was the manner of how she was sent home.  Now what your reaction be if your guy tells you to undress and romp with him in bed for the last time because if you wont he will not give you your plane ticket? or hear him say go back to the squatters area  where you came from? or twist your account of what happened between you and tell people you are fabricating and that its all a fantasy?  oh the best part,  he already has another filipina lined up.

These guys should be skinned alive, tortured and feed to the dogs.  Well, I know its bad to resort to brutality but these guys are the scums that walk the earth.  They should be reported to certain agencies so that they wont be able to victimize another filipina.

I just feel so bad for these women who fall victim to predators. It makes me appreciate and love the guy I married more than ever. I hope that none of my friends will ever experience relationships like these.

For those out there seeking love across the ocean, know your guy well before you jump in, dont be blinded.  When you see a red flag, be scared and run as far away as you can.  It's not worth it.

What a way to start the day!

Waking up on my usual 4:30 am ang getting ready for John and Jb's food before they're off to go, nothing was different, so I thought.

At 6 am Jb and I are pulling out of the driveway, when I noticed the neighbor left his car right directly across our driveway that its hard to go out..well, not unless he wanted it to be hit. Okey, okey this occurence is not unusual.  They always park their vehicles their whenever they feel like and of course its their right. But one time, they even accused me of hitting their car when I hadnt even gone out of the house that day.  What got me today is that they are watching while I was backing up.  It was frustrating, rying not to hit.  And I had enough.  I got off and walk across to their front door to ask if they can move their car, but you know what they did? They turned the light off. Grrr..I am just so getting pissed and I am already shaking all over.  Went back to the truck and went back in the driveway, pulled back but this time angled the truck the other way and my tires are already on the grass.  well I did it was able to go out, but I have to go in a neighbors driveway to turn.  Theyre just  so inconsiderate.

Well, As upset as I was earlier..when I got back from Jb's school, I parked the truck in front of the house directly opposite of their driveway, same way that they did.  I was telling myself that I have all day to watch.

I hope they felt what I feel.  I'm sure they had difficulty going out also.  Well, I'm planning to park the truck there again tomorrow.  Although I know there is nothing to be gained by doing that, I just want to prove a point.

Oh my truck is in our driveway now LOl after I saw two of their cars leave with difficulty I decided its time to park mine where it usually is at.

So, whats up with me?

Been awhile since I wrote something on here mainly because my daily schedule has changed somewhat.  Jb going back to school err high school.  Thinking about her makes my mind drift back on when she was just learning to walk.. now she's in high school..cant imagine how the years are passing so fast.  Anyway,  Her class starts at 6:20 for a zero hour class and the bus doesnt pass by til 6:45, so I'm the new driver. thats the start of my day..the rest of the time after that is kindda hazy up til its time for me to prepare dinner.  Saturdays, we have college football, and of course rooting for John's school Texas Tech.  Past two saturdays, were spent with Rob and Marife as they too are tech fanatics.  We would garb ourselves in tech shirts for the game.  Of course barbecue will never be missing.  Sundays, there's NFL football.  You might wonder if I dont get tired of watching these muscular men in tights and jersey throwing a football..  honestly I do.  I'm actually getting football burn out.  No choice,  I am into fantasy football and I have to see how well my guys are doing in there game.  Thank goodness there's Rob to help me or I'm probably lost already in this game.  Other than football weekend, there are times spent with friends in Forthworth.  Just like during the labor day weekend when the guys went dove hunting.  As usual, we girls are left to defend the fort.  Just seeing Amy and Alpha, just messing around in the kitchen, and/or yapping about anything is such a good time for me.  That weekend though, Harry made pina colada for the girls and I admit I got drunk. Fun, Fun weekend.  Next on the schedule would be the tech game this saturday and the fishing trip first week of october.  Schedule is tight.  Phew,  I need to go back to bed ..thats part of the haze in my schedule.  Ya'll take care.

Internet squabbles

This is just the internet. Some People are taking it personally and I wonder what their personal agenda is. They attack and then complain that they are the one's being harrassed. It is funny and petty to think that they have entangled themselves to something they are not involved in the first place.  But they just like stirring the pot.  I guess it amuses them to see people getting affected. they seem to think they are untouchables, but then when they feel you are about to reach them they cower and complain.  Just like they send a complaint about me harrassing them. These people have resorted to name calling and mudslinging.

I have put up this blog to update friends of whats going on with me as it is hard to keep in touch most times especially with the distance.

My blogs have been my venue to write my thoughts and my feelings and the going ons in my life.

These people have picked up my blog and made twisted the facts, made a post on a forum to make fun of me.  Yet now, they deny all and counter accuse.  That is a real nice piece of work.  I commend them.

Also, Thank you that you had wasted so much time trying to bring me down, but this I say, you hadnt been successful.  I have friends behind me who does not believe all the things you say about me, these are the people who have met me in person, hang out in my house, shared their ups and downs with me.  I hope one day the people who are trying to put me down will find real value on people, and develop a conscience. There is karma after all.

Note:  Since They have already read what I wanted them to read, I am taking down that post, not because they have complained about it, but because I have said my piece.  I dont want my blog page smeared with their negativities. And I'm sure my friends doesnt wanna read the nasty things these people are saying.  I was just retaliating..but I guess letting them enjoy their sport would be the best thing to do.  In the end, They are lonely people and I am sorry for them.

Weekend at Lincoln Nebraska

Get togethers are wonderful times especially when you know that the people who's ging to be there are your friends.  With things going on lately this even is a good breather.

Frank and Maria hosted this one at their new home in Nebraska.  There was a total of 8 couples there.  It was awesome!  All the running around, cooking, laughter, picture taking and just plain bonding.  While the girls are busy preparing in the kitchen, the guys are by the deck yapping and drinking and just updating on what has been going on.  Of course Filipino food is present, and even though the guys wont touch it, the girls has all their fill.

We also held a baby shower for Marcy.  It was so much fun that saying goodbye is just so hard.  I will be seeing some of them this september for the dove hunt and there will always be the phone calls and more get togethers to come.

On thugs and Gay knights

What is a thug?  a ruffian, a miscreant, petty criminal or person who behaves in a violent manner. (fem: thuggette)

One guy, labelled me a thugette while another called me an "aswang" funny how men like them can attack a woman.  Maybe they themselves are wearing skirts when they call themselves the dark knights ahemm Gay Dark Knights. The English guy who is stuck in Iloilo, who should get a job and quit depending on mommy every month to remit money,whose skills arent good enough to make a free avatar...he who photoshops peoples pics and throw accusations to others for making it..no wonder it is said he is afraid to ever come out of his house.

Gay Dark Knights are lowlifes who feeds on others for their own happiness.  They twist, invent stories to make you look bad.  they suck you dry thinking they could take away the happiness you have that seemed to hard for them to come by.  They are the Aswangs of the internet. Yet, an innocent victim such as I was counter accused to be such. Pitiful, dont you think?

I feel sorry for men like them..they dont have the balls to fight other men..instead they tune their energies on a small pinay thinking i'll shrink in my corner and cry.  Well for your information, I am done crying, I am so done trying to defend myself against the lies you spread.  I dont need to mind what you say about me..I have real people, friends behind me who knows the truth.

As for you scumbags, you'd better shape up..there's karma you know.

The weekend my husband lost me to Harry

Saturday, July 21st, Harry arrived at about 5pm.  I was so excited..cant wait to hear about his escapades.  As soon as Harry and I got settled at the couch there's no turning back.  Periodically we would stop and rest, the rest of the evening til 1 am we were together.  I didnt really wanna stop, but my eyes are getting crossed by the minute,  so I bid goodbye and told Harry we will be together again in the morning.

I know that was too much.. I barely talked to my husband.. up untill lunch time sunday.  I am just so happy that inspite of deaths that surrounded Harry, his search for the Horcrux, getting hold of the hallows, knowing the truth about Snape and the death of dumbledore, being on the verge of dying under the hands of the dark lord Voldemort, He ended up well that after 19 years, He and Ginny got married and had three kids.

Now my husband and I are back together..although for a weekend he kindda lost his wife.

Ahh..forums and sickos

John and I had been members of fil-am forums right after our wedding.  Its quite a learning experience from visa process to long distance relationship topics that are both entertaining and educational.  Through these forums we were able to build friendly relationships with other couples, meet up and break bread together.

It is nice to be able to relate.  Intercultural marriage is not often smooth but mine is much smoother than others IMO. Now we have friends that we can really say are more than family.

There are a varied lot in a forum.  And it is most wise not to give out too much information before you have met them in person.  there are just several who are hateful.  they twist things and make you look bad.  I am done trying to defend myself,  If people believe the things said about me by these people, then theyre not worth my time.  I had shed lots of tears about these forum gossip that has been going around.

I guess these people doesnt have a life, and they feed on others who have a wonderful one.  Oh and their modus is to befriend you and get you to talk about other friends then twist whatever you say so that it will look like you are saying bad things about others.  For awhile they disappeared,  was scared as they were busted bigtime..but no..out of nowhere, they reappear and are planting more seeds of hate about me.  I am just sorry for these people, they give Filipinas a bad name.

Their second reappearance was perfect timing or was it timing?  I know even they were not posting, they are working in the background and was just bidding for time.

During the mass banning of members in BNN, myself included guess who were posting hours after?? People who have disappeared when busted came out and started stirring up an issue that I have decided to put to rest. Spreading lies about me and my house when in fact one of them and his wife have expressed on wanting to be back to my home to visit.  then the two women whom I dont even know what I did to these two.  but they are in the middle of everything.  They are good in fabricating stories and spreading them..whoa they even blame me for photoshopped pictures when they are the expert in those things.

Well I wont care anymore,  I'll stick to the friends who knows me, who doesnt believe the lies that these people are trying to spread about me.  I am just so done with your lot.

In parting, I have a life..a wonderful one.  I hope your lot have to that way you dont turn green with envy everytime you think of me.. ta ta

JB's home

Well my daughter is back from her vacation in the Philippines and she brought with her a bunch of stories and pictures of her escapade.  She said she had a grand time.  Thats great!! 

I wish I had gone with her too, but then been busy here at home too.

Now we're back to normal even though her hours is still upside down.  sleeping during the day and up at night. Feels like we have a night owl in the house.

Just this morning, when John and I went to the kitchen at 4:30, she is still at the computer. So I shooed her upstairs and told her to go get some sleep.  she even have her pillow and blanket by the couch and I asked if we are moving her bedroom downstairs LOL.

Well everything has been going fine for us here.  Family's complete together with the boys and oh, an addition to the family, our lovebird named Herbie.

My Baby's not Home

Friday, June 8th We took JB to the airport.  She has a scheduled flight for the Philippines for a month vacation.  John and I are worried, I guess its just normal for parents to feel that.  JB is travelling halfway around the world alone.

Saturday evening here, sunday morning in Manila when she arrived.  Amy's sister picked her up at the airport, took her to lunch and then went to the mall of asia.  She has a scheduled flight bound for Bacolod at 4.  I bet she was tired.

I was able to get hold of her at 5 am Houston time, they are driving around the city as the surprise welcome party I had arranged for her hasnt finished setting up.  She sounded excited despite of the fact that she just had a 30 hour flight.

I foned again at 7 am and her party was just winding up.  She told me that she was really surprised that she has a welcome party and her closest friends there - her friends prepared song and dance numbers and a skit.  She told me that she hasnt laughed and talked so much until that evening.  She also told me that she already has a schedule for the next day with her friends.

I foned again at 9. Already 10 pm there, cant blame me for calling so much I just miss my baby and just wanting to know how she is.  they were already home and her cousins are already looting her bag..the mood is festive.  Just wondering how she will cope in a month with no hot water for shower, no A/C, and sleeping with her cousin.  We had pampered her so much here.  Oh well, as long as she is having a great time..

I know I am used to being alone during the day her at home, but its weird at night with no JB in sight rummaging at the pantry for a late night snack, or watching TV with me and her dad, No JB to say goodnight to, and no JB to hug and kiss.

Although at times I feel that my gray hairs are multiplying each minute I see her,  I miss her just the same.  I think poppy and marvin misses her too.

Now I'm Legal

Ahem, I meant legal driver.  No big deal but then I had been driving illegally for a couple of months now and finally my status changed.  got it in one shot, and was fairly easy.

although I had been going to the dmv office for three days and told that there's no road test available for the day.  It was frustrating.  Went at 6:30 and there was already a long line of people waiting.  Had to go to another office still the same until we went to these small town and 10 minutes after I got there, was given the road test and came out as a legal driver woohoo.

Next challege mustering up strength and confidence to drive to Harlingen (a good 6 hrs drive from Houston) this friday.

Goodbye Grandma

Though i have known you for only two years,  I admire your strength and will power.  I love the spunk that you show your family even when your in pain. Your wit and humor never left you even in your last days.  It is just sad that we hadnt had much chance to really get to know each other, but I thank you for accepting me as part of your family.  And I am happy to hear you say that you love me back when I said "I love you grandma".

You are in a better place now, no more pain and sickness..and even if you are not with us physically, you will always be here in our hearts.

Girl's day out

Been cooped in the house for a week and Its been a horrible week before that that i needed a break.  Ging picked me up at noon and we went to the museum for natural science.  they have a featured section there on Imperial Rome and it was cool to see busts and  statues of emperors and even of the Roman Gods there, tools, sarcophagous and alot more. Quite educational.

We made a joke on the nude statues especially on the privates. Seemed the Romans finds the human body beautiful even when it comes in different sizes and shapes. Their art is really a grand piece, all the details chiselled in marble is just so amazing.

Aside from looking at the Imperial rome exhibits, we looked at the gems section, a wonderful assortment of naturally formed minerals, their crytal formations, their sparkle and the assortment of colors.  We also passed by the prehistoric era with the dinosaurs.  Would be really scary if they just suddenly come alive.

Well hunger by now has set in, so Ging and I decided to go look for food,  we decided to go to Godo's a filipino restaurant owned by an ilongga.  We had been there several times.   Just outside the museum is the Houston Garden Center, and Ging being a garden enthusiast, we decided to drop by. Took some pictures, sat down on the bench for a few, then decided we have enough of the beauty and that its really time to fix our grumbling tummies.

Thinking that Godo is nearby with their mouth watering goodies..off we go..it wont take 10 minutes to get there.

Well we had been driving for almost an hour now, no sign of Godo's, Ging is about to cry.  Instead of going north, we travelled the south route and eventually got lost. Good thing is that Ging has Godo's number,so she phoned  to ask for directions and a customer there who knows the streets talked us through til we got there.  Quite an adventure.  Oh in between asking for directions, we had asked if we can order ahead and was told okey..so crispy pata came in mind and had that ordered.  Finally, we found the restaurant, we  were like kids and mind youvery ravenous kids. We sat on our table with our pre ordered food and without waiting for plates, spoon and fork..we  began tearing  the food up like we hadnt eaten for days.  So delicious.  We left so full with leftovers to go. yes there were leftovers, palabok, pata, sylvannas hmmm..now just thinking about it makes my mouth water.

Ging drove me home, she stayed some and chat some more, the day is kindda short when you're with Ging.  It was fun.  We'll do it again thats for sure.

A snake and a Bitch

When you point a finger to a person remember that three fingers points back at you.

I'm sick and tired of you using me as a crutch to your argument about this raucous among friends.  You just cant accept the fact that YOU did backstab that you have to twist the facts and turn it towards me.  If you verify your facts well, you'll probably crawl in your hole as I didnt say anything to  alienate you from the others.  It was your doing.  You think of me a Snake and a Bitch coz you say that i spread malicious gossips to make others mad at you??  What about the things you have said about others which was verified from persons whom you have said those to?  I have trusted you and treated you as a friend and stupid me still think of the good things and good times but guess I'm wrong in thinking that this is just a storm that will blow over.  I am a Snake you said because  I have to kiss ass to my friends by putting you down..for you information, I dont need to.  You have already dug your grave without me helping.

You are good in twisting facts. 

Now what other adjectives have you said about me??  Ah a bitch..because I have the leisure to smoke as much as I can and it cuts down on my cleaning time..THAT AGAIN?? gosh a non ending tirade bout my house.  If it was too filthy for your standards.. you could have gone to a hotel then.  Health risk??  Who has been going to the doctor often?? Not me..not my family.  I didnt invite you to my house..you invited yourselves.  And all the while I thought that you visit a friend in their home because they're your friends..I guess I'm too naive to think that.  All you wanted was to visit the HOUSE and not the "friends" you have living there.  Now..whats the word for that?? Crab mentality??

Remind me not to trust "so-called" friends again who pretends to give me advice, help me to "adjust" as I am an FOB because all they will do is gather information and pass it on to other people along with additional twisted facts.

Up to now,  I havent said anything to the other girls to put you down....you can verify that if you want to. And Yeah I made a blog and talked to someone who is supposed to have nothing to do with this because at that time I was so hurt that I treated you as a friend yet you backstabbed me. . when you can easily tell me straight.

Well believe what you like..I know the truth.  And I know who I am.  You can call me a snake and a bitch and alot more other adjectives if you want too..I dont care anymore

The good thing that came out of this though is I finally knew whom I can trust and cant.

And I do wish you well.  next  time  though learn how to cherish your friends.

A good Wife Part II

kThis is just a reaction to the person or group of persons who misinterpreted my post about  "a good wife" article which was so outdated I had to react to it coz I felt I am not the kind of wife which was written on that article. But YOU made a big fuss and used that blogpost as a crutch to put me down.  Did that make you feel better?

Now this person or group of persons who think they can score a point by saying I am not a good wife coz I dont work, I sleep all day and dont clean the house ( as if they had been to my house) well sorry to tell you that no matter what tirades you do..I am happy..GET THAT??!! HAPPY that I can do what ever I want here in my house.  I guess you are just jealous that I AM able to do that..no pressure at all from my husband or what ever insinuations you made about me being compared to other wives.  Yes there are comparisons, my spoiled life to yours.  My husband complained you said..why did he complained directly to you? hahahaha He didnt and he's not complaining.  In fact he told me that he is just sick and tired of hearing people who compares me to their wives because they cant accept the fact that I CAN and IS being spoiled, not being pressured to do anything that I dont feel like doing.  My dirty house??  I do clean you know, I am not a slob and my house is not a pig sty.  I may have two dogs and they pee and poop as YOU whoever you are insinuated but those  are NOT left on the floor to rot and smell ..maybe you do.  My dirty house you said??  Well for your information, I can call the maid service anytime I want to when I feel like everything is over my head. tsk tsk YOU have to go to all sorts of trouble to mask your IP just to tirade me but then thank you for bothering.  Maybe you should clean your house first before you tell me to clean mine or better yet why dont you fly over to Houston and see MY HOUSE and see traces of pee and poop all over the place...come unannounced so that I wont have the chance to clean up..my address?? I am sure you have the ability to search it out..or better yet I know..you have access to people  who know where I am at..If I am wrong message me..I'll give it to you wholeheartedly... and see if MY HUSBAND is pissed about me lying in bed the whole day and you'll hear him say HE didnt marry a MAID.

I guess I feel sorry for you coz you have to work your ass inside and outside the house that you have to look to me and wonder I dont have to go through what you are going through. what a shame.

oh BTW, I know who my friends are and we are a tight bunch, masking your IP so that I am mislead as to where it came is a whole slice of bullshit.  Have a life..sorry you cant have mine.

Accidents do happen

I went back to bed after John left almost 5 am yesterday but was suddenly woken up by the ringing of the phone.  A bit unusual as we dont really get calls as early as that.  It was John.

So I phoned back, thinking that in his rush he left something like at one time when he left his wallet or his phone.  Anyway, When I was able to talk to him..he told me he was in a bad accident and my heart starts to  thump wildly.  My first question to him was if he is okey.  and thank goodness he is.  He never told me how the car accident happened or the other details as they are still sorting it up.  I can hear cops on the background and an ambulance.  there was a pregnant woman involved too.  John asked me to stay by the phone as he might need me to pick him up.  And I did.  waited and waited.

Around 7:20 he was home.  A wrecker brought him home.  I asked where the cadi was and he told me its a wreck.  the story is that he was changing lanes as he saw another vehicle at his back driving fast but he didnt turn on his signal and the other driver changed lanes too to avoid him thats when the other vehicle hit John and the cadi spun. He told me that before he can complete a 360,he hit another car with three people in it that made the cadi spun again and hit the wall.  Gosh he was so lucky the airbags didnt come off and that he is still in one piece.  I just cant imagine If he was not. 

He told me he is okey just a bit shaken and that his body is sore. 

I am just so glad that he is fine.  Although I still cant shake the feeling ... last night he told me that he's going to check his life insurance so that if something happens to him,i'm left with something..like are you crazy!! nothing's going to happen to you... and I'd rather have him with me than getting any. 

now everytime he goes to work..I'm scared for him.  He is a good driver and he himself cant believe that has happened but then accidents do happen..you dont know when it will and how.

Just for laughs

Just one of those forwarded messages thats funny but in a way makes sense..or does it??  I wonder if there's a Filipino Style that relates with the above.

Lesson In Political Science   DEMOCRATIC You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. Barbara Streisand sings for you. REPUBLICANISM You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOCIALIST You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor. You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow. COMMUNIST You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk. You wait in line for hours to get it. It is expensive and sour. CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows. BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk the other, and then pours the milk down the drain. AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, lease it back to yourself and do an IPO on the 2nd one. You force the two cows to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when one cow drops dead. You spin an announcement to the analysts stating you have downsized and are reducing expenses. Your stock goes up. FRENCH CORPORATION You have two cows. You go on strike because you want three cows. You go to lunch and drink wine. Life is good. JAPANESE CORPORATION You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. They learn to travel on unbelievably crowded trains. Most are at the top of their class at cow school. GERMAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You engineer them so they are all blond, drink lots of beer, give excellent quality milk, and run a hundred miles an hour. Unfortunately they also demand 13 weeks of vacation per year. ITALIAN CORPORATION You have two cows but you don't know where they are. While ambling around, you see a beautiful woman. You break for lunch. Life is good. RUSSIAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You have some vodka. You count them and learn you have five cows. You have some more vodka. You count them again and learn you have 42 cows. The Mafia shows up and takes over however many cows you really have. TALIBAN CORPORATION You have all the cows in Afghanistan , which are two. You don't milk them because you cannot touch any creature's private parts. You get a $40 million grant from the US government to find alternatives to milk production but use the money to buy weapons. IRAQI CORPORATION You have two cows. They go into hiding. They send radio tapes of their mooing. POLISH CORPORATION You have two bulls. Employees are regularly maimed and killed attempting to milk them. BELGIAN CORPORATION You have one cow. The cow is schizophrenic. Sometimes the cow thinks he's French, other times he's Flemish. The Flemish cow won't share with the French cow. The French cow wants control of the Flemish cow's milk. The cow asks permission to be cut in half. The cow dies happy. FLORIDA CORPORATION You have a black cow and a brown cow. Everyone votes for the best looking one. Some of the people who actually like the brown one best accidentally vote for the black one. Some people vote for both. Some people vote for neither. Some people can't figure o ut how to vote at all. Finally, a bunch of guys from out-of-state tell you which one you think is the best-looking cow. CALIFORNIA CORPORATION You have millions of cows. They  make real California cheese. Only five speak English. Most are illegals. Arnold likes the ones with the big udders.

Easter weekend spent with friends

It was a surprise visit for Alpha's birthday and their wedding anniversary.  We drove to Forthworth friday and got there at around 1 pm.  Harry and Bill are outside waiting for us, while Amy was trying to keep Alpha busy at the backyard so that she wont see us as we walk in.  It was precious!

It was a fun weekend.  Bonding time with the girls whom I miss so much.  Phone chats are just not enough.  And of course, the usual pinoy food cooking..thats ever present even though the guys wont eat it.  Saturday night,  The guys introduced us to the traditional easter activity of coloring, decorating eggs.  Its amazing how those turned up.  All are works of art, even though we dont really have much idea on how to go about it.  Sunday morning,  we were instructed to go to the backyard and hunt for eggs and candies.  We were like small kids racing around the backyard with all the goodies.

Alpha's friends were there during lunch and she was as surprised as day one.  Fellowships like these with people who are like family is time well spent.  It was aweful to leave.  I wish we could have stayed longer but John has work and JB has school.  Oh well, there'll be  more get togethers coming.

All in all everything was great.

Impression

Ever since I was a kid, others think that I am a snub , snooty "suplada"  and I often wonder why.  I dont really make friends as fast as others but when I am with friends I am out of my shell.  Am I really hiding in a shell?  I think I am just too sensitive that I have built a wall around me.  And only a person who is patient, and brave to really get to know me will be able to break that wall.  I am actually outgoing and fun but I just had a fear of losing people I care about.  And once a person is my friend, I keep them close and will even fight for them.

It is a wonder too, coz I was popular at school.  I went out with the coolest crowd.  And yet there is this same impression nagging behind me.  I admit I'm not bubbly during first meetings, but once I get comfortable there you'll see ME.

I remember I had a student who was really close to me and one time she told me that when she was in the sophomore year she was praying that she wont be under my class when she gets to the junior year.  It because she thought I was strict and suplada.  She said, I usually had this scowl in my face when I walk alone.  Her realization that I was not what she thought I was dawned on her even on her first day in my class.  She said that I made chemistry fun and that she feels I care and that she can always talk to me.  And she's not the only one among my students who thought that.

Even in the forum where I hang out often,  I dont really have alot of friends.  Maybe because I dont go out of my way to greet newcomers, or just to post wishing them well.  I hope that for the few who I talk to online, thinks otherwise..well I hope.

The funny thing though was when I told John about people's impression of me.  He had this incredulous look and said "No way" of which I am glad that he sees the real me.  His opinion and those that are closest to me are those that matters.  I know  myself and no matter what people say,  I'd just want to pose a challenge and say "take your time and really get to know me before you judge"

Peach-mango pie

John really loved this pie at jollibee and every time we talk about home, he'd never fail to mention peach-mango pie.  So since mangoes are in season.  I made him a peach mango pie.  its not the same as jollibee but the filling tastes the same, he said "even better'.

Its actually fairly simple.  Just mix sugar, flour, cheddar cheese, mangoes, peaches. Pour it in a graham pie crust and topped with crushed grahams and baked for 30 minutes then voila peach-mango pie.  Now my mouth is starting to water.  Too bad we dont have mangoes left.  Oh well, tomorrow is grocery day.  Will whip up some by then.

Two years ago today...

i can still vividly remember..

The day started in a relaxed mood. John, Mom and I went to my brother's house for lunch and to hang for a few hours before the mad rush for the main event of the day. Its mom's first ezperience to eat mangoes freshly picked from the tree with the lively sounds of crowing fighting cocks in the background. Although still relaxed, there was a bustling activity with the preparation of the pit and the pig being readied for roasting.

After lunch, mom and i went back to the hotel. we left John behind as he wanted to experience roasting and he was able to up until it was time for him to go back to the hotel, where everybody is going crazy getting things ready. Now the tension is building up. People going in and out of the bedroom. John in the other bedroom getting more nervous by the hour.

Two years ago today, John and I became husband and wife.

and boy the days sure went awefully fast.....

I had a big scare early this morning

As I'm writing this, I'm still shaking, wanting to throw up.  Got really scared of losing my boys.  I went downstairs to fix JB's breakfast and my two boys are not in sight, so thinking that John left them outside when he left for the office at 4:30, I was gonna let them in.  As I opened the kitchen door, I saw our backdoor gate is open and my boys are not in the backyard.  I was frantic, its almost 2 hours since John left and they could have wandered off, away and outside the subdivision where I wont be able to find them.  I was already crying when I phoned John at the office.  so then I decided to look for them.  I know Marvin wont stray too far but poppy will.  four months ago, poppy got out and ran all the way outside the subdivision towards the other subdivision and it was a long chase..That got me really worried.

As I went outside, marvin was standing in the middle of the street, four houses down but no poppy in sight.  I was able to get marvin back in and was calling out for poppy..but there he just wasnt there.  so I went back inside and got the keys to the truck..crying and shaking and doesnt know where to start looking..I got in the truck and was backing out the driveway when Isaw poppy running towards the gate..I almost forgot about the truck and was about to jump out to hug my boy..good thing I had it on park..I took him inside and brought the truck back.  Went inside, poppy was wet, shivering and jumping all ver me.  I'm glad he came home.  I got my babies back..and I'm still crying.  this time because of Joy.

G. Harvey and John

G. Harvey grew up in the rugged hills north of San Antonio, Texas. His grandfather was a trail boss at 18 and helped create an American legend. So the American West is not only the artist’s passion but his birthright. Harvey and his wife still live near the hill country of Texas. Harvey’s early interest in sketching and drawing slowly evolved into a passion for painting in oils. He abandoned the security of a full-time job in 1963 and threw his total energy into a fine art career. The year 1965 brought acclaim for Harvey’s first prestigious show. He was then awarded American Artists’ Professional League’s New Master’s Award.

Harvey paints the spirit of America from its western hills and prairies to the commerce of its great cities. The Smithsonian Institution honored Harvey by selecting him for a one-man show. He has been the recipient of innumerable awards and the subject of three books. Through his art, our history lives.

An example of his art is on my wallpaper "Bull Run".  John has fallen in love with G. harvey's art that he has started collecting them.  Whenever we go to antique shops, he would have his eye set on a Harvey.  Now we're even going to antique auctions.  He has alot of it now that our walls downstairs is not enough to accomodate them.  Yesterday we had 7 framed and when we got home he started hanging them and taking out the pictures that we had hanged last year.  Our downstairs almost look like a gallery.  I like G. Harvey too.   Its just that its expensive although I know that in the end it is worthwhile but... oh well, maybe i'm just being "kuripot" LOL

I think I know now what to get him for our 2nd wedding anniversary.

Mouse trap model car

This is supposedly JB's physics  class project and is due february 28th. This ended up as a family project instead.  John the master builder, I assist and at times give suggestions while JB..well she was upstairs doing her essay.

If you look at it on the internet it seemed pretty simple.  oh well, thats what I thought.  We  have to go back to the store several times to get materials for the axle.  We used CD's fpr the wheels, rubber band around it was glued for traction.  We used the heart shaped chocolate box for the car's body, lots of glue and oh a black spray paint coz JB thought that a red heart is cheesy.

We are still halfway in building and will post pics once its done but it was already late when we went to bed and John was still vexed coz the wheels should turn fast for the car to have speed.  Oh anyway I'm glad the mathemarical aspect is not assigned to me once the car is made.  I think my mind doesnt work much anymore anyway.

Its fun though, having something to do on a lazy weekend with John and JB.  My boys, well they were just there probably wondering what  we were up to.

On Forums

John and I has been a member of several Fil-Am forums online from the start of our visa process and up til now.  We learned alot from it, gained friends, a source of entertainment at times and at the same time give back help to others who need it not only in the visa process but on adjustment to inter-cultural relationship.

Its just that there are members who are so narrow-minded.  they post and air their dirty laundry in a public forum and expects that everyone will sympathize, agree with them.  They dont realize that each member has different opinions or views of which If one is not open-minded will cause calling of names and hatred.

this is the internet and most seem to forget that its just it, a net thing.  they beheld grudges on people who differed from their views. If a post is not to their liking..you're done.

there are also others who register several ID's on a forum which is in fact suspicious.  they are the ones who usually cause trouble in the forum. they bait members, they fuel arguments and even resort to backbiting.

I guess these are just people who have nothing to do with their lives that they feed on others to have fun.  As for me.. well..being on the outside looking in..is a fun ride.

Supposedly a surprise

I  actually forgot that its valentine's day today.  So when John got out of bed at 4:20 to get ready for work , I did the same too to make him breakfast.  i heard the kitchen door open and thought John has just gone to his car to get nodoz (his coffee in a capsule) So I went to the fridege to get eggs when he came back in.  I had my back turned so I didnt really saw him but I heard something rustling. Anyway, he didnt know that I was already up and when I closed the fridge he suddenly jumped..surprised that I was in the kitchen.

He was holding 2 dozens of roses and 3 boxes of chocolates.  He said " I can never get away with surprises in this house"  "What are you doing up?" LOL

Its fun to catch him red handed and even if it was not the surprise he expected to give me.. I am still very happy. At least he remembered to get me flowers even if he left them inside the car overnight LOL and no wonder he wont take me out to buy icecream last night. thats my valentine's day morning.

My Boys

These are my Babies  Poppy and marvin.  Theyre both yorkies with opposite personalities.  Poppy the blondie is hyper active, runs alot, plays alot and doesnt stay in one place.  He is smart and sensitive.  At home we call him mommies boy  Marvin on the hand, is the brown one, laid back, often times his activity is just to sleep or just laying down on the couch and or going to his bowl to eat.  He doesnt run around alot like poppy and He loves John..kisses John all over the face whenever he gets a chance..so he's daddy's boy.  Both are good cuddlers.  whenever they found me on the couch they will come over and snuggle. theyre my companion everyday when John is at the office and JB at school.  At times I find myself talking to them. I hope they dont talk back.

One time Poppy got loose and ran out of the house and It was a long chase.  He was able to go out of the community and cross the street.  When I finally got him he was shaking and I was tired.  they also use to sleep with JB but they pee on the carpet and it was intolerable, so I banned them upstairs and now theyre sleeping on the couch.  But theyre adapting.  Although during bedtime they would give you the puppy dog look and John and I would let them sleep with us.  Well theyre my babies and theyre sooo cute.

Auburn Hair

Last sunday, John finally gave in.  I had my hair dyed, oh well so did jb (just high lights for her tho).  And its a shade of red.  I wanted to be adventurous and had it orangy red but the hairstylist said it wont look good on me.  So I got the subtle red color which can be clearly seen only when the light strikes it.  I was so nervous that day coz I dont know how it will look on me.  Oh well, John seemed happy with it.  I asked him why he finally said yes and all he replied was "like the formation of the grand canyon".  Well at least I didnt had it cut so I guess its okey.

I was funny when we got home from the salon, John would ask me to go to the mirror and say..come lets go take a look at your hair LOL..he seemed more excited than I am.

Date night

As what we usually do on friday night, John and I will be heading to our hangout bar "the french quarter".  We had been going out on dates every friday for last 6 months, while JB stays home with her favorite shows and pizza or whatever she fancies eating.

This is  what I always look forward to every week.  Having a few beers with my husband, oysters and other seafood they serve there.  the ambiance is nice, most of the regulars there greet each other as if friends.

This the time where John and I plans, strategize, reminisce.  One time a regular came up to us and told us that we're the sweetest couple that he has seen hanging out there.

Oh well, I'd better get ready as my John is on his way home.

"Forgotten cookies"

INGREDIENTS:

• 2 egg whites, at room temperature
• 2/3 cup sugar
• pinch salt
• 1 teaspoon vanilla
• 1 cup finely chopped pecans
• 1 cup chocolate chips

PREPARATION:

Preheat oven to 350°. Beat egg whites until foamy. Gradually add sugar and continue beating until they hold stiff peaks. Add salt and vanilla. Stir well. Stir in pecans and chocolate chips. Cover cookie sheet with foil and grease with butter or margarine. Drop by teaspoonfuls onto the foil. Put in oven then turn the oven off. Leave overnight in oven with door closed.

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The first I have heard of it and tasted it was at Harry and Alpha's home..Harry made it from his mom's recipe collection its glorious!

So, I tried making it..As usual the first try wasnot a success.  My eggwhites arent the desired stiffness so when I added the choco chips and almonds it just liquefied..I tried again.  Second time, I had the eggwhites just as directed but since the failure of the first, I didnt mix the chocolate chips and nuts to the eggwhite mixture, instead i just had it on top. They seemed to be doing fine the next day sitting at the oven but I was complaining that it seem to look a bit moist, so John and JB suggested I turn the oven on and I did at that time, I was preparing dinner and i completely forgot about my "Forgotten" cookies..and just realized its existence when the oven beeped..Another failure.I have burnt cookies instead.

Third try, was a success..I was able to mix the chocolate chips and nuts without having my eggwhites liquefy and its yummy. I found that the eggwhites shouldnt be too stiff like meringue.  Another new favorite at our home.

Weekend at Forthworth

Okey, we've been back last monday and this is already a late post.. had been busy..sleeping hahahaha anyway as I had envisioned it to be, was fun and just happy to see friends again.

Its nice to share Alpha's kitchen.  the three of us (ALpha, Amy and I) did the cooking.  Embarrassingly though I messed up Nana's (Harry's mom) chicken and rice recipe.  they said it tasted good but i kinda deviated a little from the original recipe.  The guys on the other hand are busy at the garage learning how to wood turn.  John's proud of his creation.

We also went to a themepark, were we played miniature golf.  Its just wild for Jb to get a hole-in-one  inside the cave.  We also had the go-kart racing,we're as usual i got bumped..got real bad when I stopped and Jb just came up to my back and hit me hard..felt like my head is going to take off.

John, Me and Jb went home the sunday 31st